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fangirljen) wrote2010-05-15 02:40 pm
fangirljen) wrote2010-05-15 02:40 pm
Entry tags:
Writer's Block: Solo traveler
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I love the idea of being open to people, but I'm afraid I am guarded. Not just that, I'm guarded to myself. I'm realizing more and more how closed I've been to myself and to others. It's made me hurt people. :( People who have just been trying to help me. But I get scared and start acting out, and now I've bottomed out.
I'm just going to be open now. I'm not going to let fear stop me from expressing myself because it only ends with pain and hurt.
I love the idea of being open to people, but I'm afraid I am guarded. Not just that, I'm guarded to myself. I'm realizing more and more how closed I've been to myself and to others. It's made me hurt people. :( People who have just been trying to help me. But I get scared and start acting out, and now I've bottomed out.
I'm just going to be open now. I'm not going to let fear stop me from expressing myself because it only ends with pain and hurt.