fangirljen

I've been kind of pampering myself as of late. I'm getting more sleep, I'm taking better care of my body (maybe not with the kinds of foods, but definitely with how much food I consume; and I want to start a better skin care regiment)...okay, but focus on the positive, right? :) When I was in San Francisco last week,

iamradar pointed me out to Lush. OH DEAR GOD! This place! It would only be better if it had bath salts. I bought so many bath bombs. And they are fun! I don't throw them in the water, but I shave some of it off and throw it in the bath. What I get is silky scented water with bubbles. Feels really good. :D I've been trying to walk more. I walked about two miles today. It definitely is not as bad as I thought it would be. I am going to attempt to walk every day.

I've been reading Eckhart Tolle's A New Earth and Julia Cameron's The Writing Diet: Write Yourself Right-Size. Both have been very influential. I'm feeling somewhat grounded. I'm letting go of my insecure feelings. I would go into it more, but I'm tired right now. I've been up for twelve hours and feel really taxed.

But I wanted to get in some of my thoughts on the newest episode of Heroes...

I actually liked the goodbye scene. I'm surprised about this. I wonder if I would like it if I didn't know that there is a window of opportunity there for Nathan to come back. That's what Adrian said. It's not just me dreaming. *laughs* But I'm satisfied. If he comes back, great, if not, that's okay too. It's all of because that scene and what Nathan tells Peter. I'm glad that they got the scene they couldn't get when Nathan died at the end of last season.

I feel like I'm doing my own little spread that Peter had going and now Bennet has going. I have this virtual corkboard in my head where I have pinned up bits of information that indicate Nathan could come back.

And now there is this survey. I don't think very much of Kristin, but I kind of like how she's thinking here. It couldn't hurt, especially if that is what Kring and co is wanting to gauge. It's kind of insidious. I mean, they knew a lot of fans would react. I'll be hopeful, but I won't be holding my breath. But I think I can enjoy the show even if he's not there. I'll just miss some of the depth. That's what fanfic is for! :D :D